Neonixehertz.

13.12.08

i'm outlaw of torn..
And i'm torn.

Posted By Zul at 9:06 AM

5.12.08

Been some time.

Realised something
The night that caused it all
Was just the other night
Its been a long and rough journey
Yet everything feels so fast
Really fast
If only we saw it coming
Would things be different?
Will we be willing to make some changes?
But is there any point in trying again?
When i'm the only one who thinks that way
While the rest thinks that its totally hopeless
i guess there's almost nothing that can be done
Just to make things better
Just to make things better
i really hope
i'm not the one who's thinking this way
or ever thought about it
Am i just guilty of not cherishing/treasuring things when they are still around or..
Not able to move on?
i may have not treasured some things but i want to change, at least before i die
i am able to move on. But if we did, is this how things are going to end?

Only time will tell.
Tell what?
Yes or No.
That's all.

Anyway,
Been super busy.
Ph7 really reminds me of alot of things.
There's reasons why i was who i was.
But if you are happy now, who am i to voice out.
All i can honestly say is that i am happy for you people.
Last but not least,
Good luck for term test to everyone. (:

Just a song i found..

SR-71 - Goodbye

i'm everything you know
You wonder friend or foe
i'm the burning in your throat when you swallow
But you spit me out
Your stomach full of doubt
And you're faking every word out of your mouth
But you won't let go
It's all about control
Understand i'm born to lead you will follow
i don't wanna stay
i'm running away
Don't you hear me when i say

Goodbye
So long
Nice try
i'm gone
You don't like being second
i don't like being wrong
i won't forget the way you made me feel
i won't regret running away from here
So i'll say goodbye again

Now it's there to see
You've forgotten me
Ever since i was the prince among the theives
So you hold me down
Strip away my crown
Can't contain me knowing all the truth i found
Always thinking small
Helping me to fall
Now you're jealousy and hate consumes us all
i don't wanna stay
i'm running away
Don't you hear me when i say

Goodbye
So long
Nice try
i'm gone
You don't like being second
i don't like being wrong
i won't forget the way you made me feel
i won't regret running away from here
You think you see the world
Well you see nothing
Time is only gonna make it worse in the end
So i'll say goodbye again

So hit me with you fears
i don't fit with your ideas
You missed what i'm about
i earned my way out
And in the end
i'll say goodbye again

i won't forget the way you made me feel
i won't regret running away from here

Goodbye..
So long..
Nice try..
i'm gone..

i really am hoping it would not be this way..
But looks like its really becoming real.
Am i really becoming some sort of a dysfunction?

Posted By Zul at 5:19 AM