Neonixehertz.

20.2.08

Been some time..
Has it?
Haha..

Main exam's very very soon.
61 hours more to first paper?
Engineering Mathematics 2..
Good luck to everyone.
Cant imagine that i'm actually able to help others in studies.
Well,i hope i did,at least.
Just dont wanna be stingy,i do want to pass and share my knowledge.
Nobody wanna feel what's it like to be the 'less capable' one and when you ask others,
They either give you a response which show that they are lazy to teach or dont even wanna teach.
Will never forget my days in dunman..
And because of that,i dont want any of my friends to feel the same way.
Feeling's can't be described by words.
However,it made me realise something.
YOU are responsible for YOUR own studying.
And along with that,you need to put in effort.
Apparently,i wasnt,LOL.

Has it been sometime..?
Lost in time

Sayang...
Sayang,
Sayang sekali.
Setiap saat yang berlalu,
Setiap hari yang berlalu,
Setap bulan yang berlalu,
Setiap tahun yang berlalu,
Sayang ku pada mu...
Tidak berubah,seperti dulu.
Tapi sayang sekali
Yang tinggal hanya memori
Sudah ku cuba
Untuk melupakan segalanya
Namun,hati ini masih setia.
Tidak aku mengerti mengapa.
Mengapa...?
Langsung ku tidak faham...

Sayang...
Sayang,
Sayang sekali.
Umpama hilang arah
Mana yang betul,mana yang salah.
Walau peristiwa silam,
Ia bagai bayangan semalam.
Hingga saat ini juga
Masih lagi terasa peritnya
Namun,aku cekalkan diri.
Terpaksa,hanya untuk meneruskan hidup ini.
Tetapi masih aku tidak mengerti mengapa?
Mengapa...?
Langsung ku tidak faham...

Sayang...
Sayang,
Sayang sekali.
Walau ditelan waktu
Hati ini tetap tidak menentu
Sering aku bertanya
Apakah benar kata-kata si dia?
...
Aku telan saja luahanmu
Tak periksa lintasanku
Yang berkata kemungkinan kau berdusta
Kau ikut buta perasaan
Biar jiwa ku yang dah kesan
Senyuman ternampak ku permainan
Aku yang dahaga
Dah tak kira akibatnya
...
Bukan aku tidak percaya
Hanya mahu mengerti maksudnya yang nyata
Tapi ianya terselindung
Membuat aku bingung
Masih aku tidak mengerti mengapa.
Mengapa...?
Langsung ku tak faham...

Sayang,
Sayang...
Sayang sekali.
Kini aku mengerti
Aku sedari
Menerima dengan penuh hati
Mengapa jadinya begini
Aku bersyukur kepada Tuhan
Kerana memberi petunjuk
Namun,hati ini masih rindu
Rindu pada mu
Usah kau bertanya
Kerana masih aku tidak mengerti mengapa.
Mengapa...?
Langsung ku tak faham..
Sayang,
Sayang..
Sayang sekali...

Posted By Zul at 2:49 AM

15.2.08

die. ,
Die! ,
DIE! ,
my Darling.
(=

Posted By Zul at 3:02 AM

14.2.08

Time will tell..
Don't wanna say much.

Anyway,
NxHz has been very busy.
Imran gone dead silent again,haha.
Hafiz and me..exams starts next friday.
My status: Not yet studied ANYthing.
In addition,i'm lost at some stuff as i don't know what the heck is going on.
Songs' gone hanging again..
Well..we'll find time.

Erm,
Its 14th Feb.
So to all my friends celebrating..
In either a friendly or special way,
Happy Valentine's Day.

That's all the shit for now.
\m/

Posted By Zul at 2:29 AM

12.2.08

At first,it was a good friend.
Then,it became an enemy.
But after years of doing i have been doing,
It becomes a friend yet still an enemy..
As i slowly run out of.. ... ... ... ... ...
i've always hated it.
But i guess..it will always be a part of me.
This is what YOU wanted anyway.
YOU want to go out there trying to understand others..
But not others trying to understand YOU,YOURself.
Fuck it man.
i don't give a fuck.
i like better that way.

i'm your truth,telling lies.
i'm your reasoned alibis.
i'm inside,open your eyes.
I'M YOU.
Sad But True.

Posted By Zul at 9:43 AM

4.2.08

Walked home the other day.
No one around,
Just the vehicles on the road.
Half-way through the journey,
i just thought the place looked familiar.
A few changes here and there.
But,there was just something about it.
Suddenly,
i saw these 2 people;
A girl and a guy.
i didn't know where they came from.
Just appeared in my sight.
From their looks,
i can tell they were still young.
They were walking infront of me.
They looked happy.
Smiling and laughing away.
i felt happy for them.
Without realising,
i found myself following them.
After a while,
Seems like they had to part.
The girl smiles to the guy and he smiled back at her.
i can literally see him melting because of her smile.
It was so obvious.
The guy waves to her and she waved back at him.
Then suddenly,
These 2 people started to fade away.
And finally out of my vision.
They were gone.
Just like that..

A drop of water falls from the sky and hits my face.
Looked at the sky,red.
Said to myself that it was going to rain.
And only then i realised..
It was 1:15 am.
3rd February 2008.
I don't know..
If it was scary to have seen what i saw.
A million things running through my mind..

Phantos chalet was great.
Thanks to the guys who organized the event and everyone who went.

Everything is good and i guess thats good,lol.
Exam's coming..blablabla..
i just hope i will study.
And the same for all my tp friends.
Study hard people.
That's all for now.
(=
\m/

Never did the young guy knew..
That he would grow up..
To be the other guy walking behind him.

Posted By Zul at 3:04 AM