Neonixehertz.

8.3.08

"..i think i am crazy..
..because i keep doing things that's almost impossible to be done.."

Yes,
i ran across the road just to catch the bus.
i didnt had enough sleep.
My bed and pillows was all that i could think of.
Haha,dammit.

Had a good rest and went riding.
Late night till sunrise.
Too bad i cant carry on with them,got smth else on.
Salah kau sendiri
Even if my father was the owner of Nissan for sg,
Or my family member gonna buy some expensive car,
i wont tell the whole world.
Your riding isnt any better and therefore,
You no need a tip-top bike.
Tgk mcm aku,setup tk kecoh pe.
Think you're trendy?
Not saying you're some fucktup fella,
But because of your lies,you make others think you're a hypocrite and hate you.
Blame yourself for the crappy stories you tell.
Blame yourself for owe-ing people money.
Blame yourself for not carrying out deals with others properly.
Blame yourself for PAITAO-ing.
Bottomeline,blame yourself.
Nevertheless,i once again had one of the best moments in my life.
16 riders,16 bikes,4 spots,endless photo-taking,crappy jokes along with nonsensical behavior.
Ride bmx.

Anyway,
i'm getting sick of all this shit.
i know its hard to do this.
i dont care.
i dont give a damn.
Gonna do something about this.
Its worth a try.
And YOU know that once i start trying,
* **** **** ** ******,like a ************.
So YOU better watch out.
i WILL make sure things get better,at least.
Not for me, but for the rest..
Seeing them happy,is all i want.

Hope that we gonna go jamming soon.
Its been a long time.
i'm starting to appreciate other aspects of music.
And with that,quite often i mix them with metal.
Just like how others have done it.
Most of the time,it turns out to be a masterpiece.
i must say i deproved alot.
i dont know how bad i am right now..
But i just know i am,LOL.

Results coming out soon.
Good luck and all the best everyone.
Thats all for now.
For whom the bell tolls, time marches on..
\m/

"..but apart from that on actual fact,
i know i am crazy.."

Posted By Zul at 7:06 AM