Neonixehertz.

14.1.08

Time is running out.

Never been so angry since..
When was the last time?
Can't remember..must have been ages ago.
That anger management programme(facilitated by the patient himself) has helped him alot.
And he means ALOT.
And because of that too,he can't be angry for long.
But the moment he gets really angry,he won't end up angry at all.
Everything turns into sadness.
He's very sad now.
And he means VERY SAD.
He's not angry at all right now.
Sad,disappointed,worry is what runs through his mind.
He also fears that his optimitism is/might be running out.
He doesnt like and doesnt want to give up.
He cares alot but things don't look good at all..
Becoming from bad to worse and he guess now is worst.
Don't know if he's taking too long to get out of this.
Time is running out..

Need to hand in comprog flowchart in around 12 hours.
Fucking flowchart.
Fucking comprog.
Fucking subject.
Haha..i hope there's time to do this shit although i'm getting sleepy..
Time is running out..

i miss my bike.
Seriously,i fucking miss riding.
Had the thought of going back to my bmx life for some time.
Guess that's the way it should be.
Prefer my old-self.
But i've been damn busy and all..shitfuck dammit.
Will i ever get to ride again like in my younger days?
Time is running out..

Poor Hafiz;has no amps.
Imran has already started studying for As.
Retarded asshole..lols,joking bro.
i suddenly had the feeling of making music again recently.
Had the thought of getting nxhz active again too,maybe.
Busy,different priorities and most of all,no bassist.
Will there be any chance for us to survive?
Time is running out..

Honestly,
i prefer saying out "Fuck" rather than typing it.
But i guess i'm using it just to emphasize on the amount of time that i have.
And this WHOLE SHIT that has befallen upon us..okay,whatever that means.
Fuck,
So many things..
So little time..
And i'm lost.
Physically(Lack of sleep),
Emotionally(okok la..),
Mentally(Yes,this is the fuck).
Time is running out..

Posted By Zul at 1:08 AM