Neonixehertz.

25.11.07

First of all,
i would like to thank Allah/God.
For giving me this ability to see and think.

Alright,straight to the point.
About 6-7 months ago,
i saw this 'whole thing' already.
i am sad that its actually the fact and reality..
Although we were taught and known to be,
'One big family'.
Tried to make a difference.
But i forgot that there's too many people to please.
And you just cant change the way someone think.
i heeded my brother's advice.
At first,i was sad because i felt left out,
Just because of the advice,
Seeing my friends so happy.
But i do feel VERY happy for them.
Seeing things at that point of time,
i just have a feeling its gonna happen.
Nevertheless,i continued hoping that things would get better.
For everyone of course.
However,as time goes on..
It happened,damn.
Things became more obvious i guess.
More and more people are realising and experiencing it first hand.
Just makes it worse.
i really never wanted this to happen.
Who the hell wants it?
Now people see what i saw.
From my point of view,i never wanted anyone to see it.
Because the truth sucks.
But now,i REALLY dont regret heeding my brother's advice.
These people,who are in 'IT',dont like to be helped.
But their job is to help others.What the hell.
So now it becomes "job".
Irony is,they are ones who somehow caused it.
Maybe its because they are up there..
And we're just the 'normal/lower-class' idiots.
And now,
i have a very bad feeling that things are gonna get ugly for everyone.
i really hope it doesnt happen.
Because if it does,
Bottomline:
World War 3.
LOL.
We'll see what happens.
But i wont just sit and do nothing.
i will not give up and keep trying to make things better.
i just believe this is all crap.
There is a way out..there is.

i'm a super very straightforward person.
i dont say certain thingsso as not to hurt others'.
But if you think i'm being lame,
i'll just shoot you with whatever i have to say in your face.
Simple.

Posted By Zul at 11:28 PM