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Rhythm/Vocals - Afiz
Lead - Imran
Drums - Zul

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Unexplained Perspective

2.9.07

"Standing at the margin's edge; see where the day break ends.
You can find compassion here but the page turns too fast..
We fell in this hole that opened up,
Giving up on hopes,
Living without love.."

Hey.Exams' over. (A few days ago for afiz and me that is,haqiim still has 4-5 weeks to promos.)
Enjoyed study week alot.Pretty much playing/joking around most of the time when i'm "studying".
Hanged out with friends, had a great time studying togther or either joking around or teasing them.
I wish all the best for all my tp contacts for their results.In the meantime,enjoy now.Haha.
Ride just now,forgot what time i came back but its sure damn nice to go out riding at night and going home back late at night/early in the morning, just like the old times.
Looking at things now,i can predict that neon is gonna jam like..after hari raya? Unless hopefully i have time myself and Mr.Imran is willing to spare some time.Same goes for afiz..nt being sarcastic here but..(DAH ADE MATAIR MAH..LOL).
Anyway,went back to dunman last friday.Found out that all graduating classes are now air-conditioned.Dunman is pampering the kids too much.So much for saying the school has one of the highest electricity bills.We werent allowed to go upstairs but who gives a damn or F about it.Went to our old classroom to see the leftovers of our class deco and a picture of a SUPER DAMN HANDSOME FELLA at the front wall.This is how the notice board used to look like..

This is what happens when the class notice board becomes unused.Some of the guys and myself started drawing and walla,the board became a piece of art.The heart and stingray tail was a tribute to the late Steve Irwin. R.i.p dude. "Waktu Berbuka" was written there during the fasting month,lols.It means time of break-fast.But my favourite is still the most emo sentence on the board.As seen from the picture,its at the top written in pink.i wrote that because on one particular day,i'm saw almost the whole class so gloomy and sad because they were all stressed up with work and preparation for the Os.So i went up there and wrote that which is Metallica's chorus from the song "One".i thought it would be something to ponder upon when they look at it,either in a good or bad way,depends on whether they're emo-ing in a happy or sad mood.And of course,some thought i needed help/treatment for writing that.LOL.Okay,enough with that.

Alot of things happened. (Not alot on the outside)
Lots of ups and downs. (Sometimes its just neutral)
Sometimes,i dont know. (i really dont)
I thank Allah for all theses but (i really do)
Dont know whether its good or bad. (i think its both)
I guess everything's good and fine if you know how to use it in the best possible way. (Yep)
But sometimes it just goes too far. (sometimes too far,that its hard to go back)
This unexplained perspective.
This unnamed feeling.
Makes me feel good but may drive me mad as well. (very)
Everytime i give excuses to myself. (not alot la)
Everyone in this world wants happiness and wants to be happy. (who doesnt?)
But like it or not,there's more sad than happy in life.But i strongly believe if we appreciate and treasure the happy times,we feel we're happy more than sad in our lives. (i do strongly believe)
But if all wants to be happy,who's gonna get all the sad. (yep,who?)
There must be someone or some people and maybe i'm one of them. (wtheck am i thinking)
It is crazy but..
i feel happy when i see others happy as well. (yup,i really do.that is why i always want to make others happy.its in my blood somehow)
Maybe this IS part of being a teenager. (getting to know yourself better)
Honestly,i'm nt ashamed to say all these cos its a like normal stuff for someone who's young to go through all this.Finding your identity and all that stuff,so yeah.To those of you guys who are still struggling to get through,hand in there.You'll find yourself. (=
Or if you need help just call this help-hotline at 1900-HELP-QUACK.
And now i know who i am. (a retarded freak,a crazy sicko and whatever that associates with crazy)
CHAH! (okay,now i really dunno what i'm talking about)

Anyway,
This is getting too long xia.
See,i talk alot of crap.
Oh yea,before i forget.
I MISS DOUBLE PEDALLING.
Okay,bye!


Posted By Zul at 4:38 AM