Neonixehertz.

14.6.07

Hey..
The name's of this post is called "Fuck."
Its almost 5 in the morning and i don't know whether to fucking sleep or not.
Update on Neonixehertz,
Huh? again? sry la,no progression.yep.NOTHING.
Fuck.
But nvm la..things happen for a reason..and its because Hafiz has no amps and Imran is forever busy.His exams are coming anyway so good luck bro.
Plan was to go jamming on friday but Hafiz suddenly asked if we wanna jam later after 4 or should i better say after Imran's class.
Told him sure but I have no money at all..and he went like damn...Haha,sry bro,like you said,you too haven't pay me back..LoLs,we'll see how..
And if we were to jam,i can imagine Imran in uniform(again) jamming.We're all in home clothes and he's like in uniform.I'm not saying you whatsoever Imran..but urgh!What the fuck,know what i'm trying to say?
Yeah so again,
Fuck.

Things' been a roller coaster.Thanks ALOT to Claudine,Emilla and Matthew for those good times in the last couple of days..I really dont have anything bad to say about it because its just good/nice!From the orchard outing to bugis..From Matthew and Emilla showing their true colors and Claudine's mind being corrupted due to the 2 of you to chilling at the suntec fountain..You guys are great.. (x ..i cant imagine how big is my thanks to you guys.

And Roy,fuck you a thousand times.I appreciate the fact that you want to be friends with me but you're treating me like a fucking faggot.I'm really disappointed in you.Although you known me for 3 years but it seems like you think I'm as childish as what you can be.I know you fucking love habbo but I dont,although i play it almost everyday.I'm not as enthu as you are.You may have friends like Tyler and Rayman who are really freaks in that game but I'm so sorry,I am NOT like them.So stop treating me like as if I'm into everything in that stupid game.I think you well know you are irritating and its okay if you dont want to change that part.But you're now old enough and i expect you to change a little,as in UP IN THE BRAINS..I dont wanna be fucking throwing chairs at you anymore cos I want to treat you with respect as well..and i really WISH i could.
Bottomline,
FUCK.

Fuck la,its not good saying fuck alot of times.But what to do..
Some people are just people.
I try to be nice they say I'm crazy because i used to be bad..
When sometimes I'm being nice to people over time,they step over my head..
(Roy,although you are one,there are more people who's worse than you now)
Its okay,I have this thing called "Patience" in me and you cant imagine the amount of it.
Sorry guys,i'm jz tryna let my anger off..
Still finding a healthy way to get rid of anger.
You dont wanna know or experience how does it feel like to be in between Anger and Patience..
Wait,i'm not really suppose to talk abt personal stuff on this blog,
but why does it seems i'm like the only one who's using it..
Maybe I might be the band's spokesman one day with my C6 English..oh lols.
Thats all the shiat i guess and before I end..

神は私の夢の女の子である私に言う。

Posted By Zul at 4:57 AM