Neonixehertz.

23.5.07

Hey yo.
Its been very long since this place is last updated.
I think Neonixehertz is dead.
Its been ages since we last went jamming.
I'm sick of the same old shit.I don't mind playing other songs from Metallica..but preferably other songs from other bands. I'm becoming useless in my skills(like as if i had some),not forgetting the fact that I still dont know how to hold a drumstick and thats like from the very beginning of Neonixehertz.Honestly right now,I'm kinda inspired to play fast rolls and double pedals but sadly,I dont have a drumset and we dont really go jamming anymore.So that basically means,I cant try anything.For me,its okay if you lack of skill..if your drumming sounds nice,then thats what really matters.I'm not saying this as an excuse for me.. there's a difference there.I have NO skill and my opinion is emphasising on LACK of skill.

Whatever la ha..Alright,I'll try to refrain from using as many vulgarities as possible.

I dont know how are your lives going on Bros (Imran & Hafiz)..well for me,I'm thankful to Allah for my balanced life right now.I'm experiencing both ups and downs right now..the ups is making me really happy and overjoyed..Alhamdulillah..
and the downs are really super fucktup..Astaufirghullah..
Haha..since when I've learnt to speak in that manner..LoLs,anyways,its not that I'm trying to attract attention by saying all that..it just comes to my next point that I wanna share.

About teenagers like us and the idea of being in a relationship.
Want to be in a relationship? Thats fine,your fucking problem and business..but I think its becoming stupid..Wait.It is stupid,not becoming..yeah so,I believe IT IS stupid when your relationship is turning into a source of problem.Reason for me to mention this is because this has been a common sight recently..and I really really think that you are dumb. And these people,who are having problems with their relationship,are going around and like "LEAVE ME ALONE.MY LIFE IS IN A MESS RIGHT NOW!YOU DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL!" Hah! Well Fucktard,congratulations.You have just been fucked-tup by your relationship. Why am I saying all this? What's the point of being in a relationship? Well I cant possibly explain here because everyone has their own opinion but lets be frank. In a relationship,people basically:
- wants to love someone
- wants to be loved
- what else? Its basically your source of happiness in life isnt it?

But what I see nowadays is that relationships are becoming a source of problem in life.And all I can see is that in ends terribly;people hating one another and becoming selfish.Sure,yup..I do believe that conflicts make a relationship stronger when then outcome is good..but if that conflict is just giving you the worst time of your life,then whats the point? Hating one another like childish freaks and becoming selfish trying to tell the whole world that your life is fucktup just because of your relationship.Think again,your "problem" is nothing and pathetic to those having real problems in life such as famliy conflict,financial,etc.Maybe you need to learn to appreciate the gift of having the chance to live from God.But again,I do believe strongly that a relationship doesnt really need major conflicts just to be stronger.I have seen couples,whether married or not,living in harmony.There's no need for fights and crap stuff here and there.Minor disarguements do happen and its resolved in calm and understanding-one-another manner.Like,if you love one another already,why would you want to fight anyway?When its really love,although your partner may have done something wrong,you are willing to forgive them or maybe you dont even care at all because the love for that person immediately turns into forgiveness.If your partner is really the ONE,he/she wont give you hell..because they love and cherish you very much.They cant bear to see you in any form of difficulty and if they do,they would want to go through it TOGETHER with you.Now honestly,doesnt that sound nicer?

Again,if you're asking me what the fuck is my point of saying all this..its because I do really see alot of people change because of stupid things like these.And some just happen to be my friends..I dont even know if they view me as a friend..cos I'm not as cool and as them,bla3..I need not go into extra details for that.

Anyway before I end,I would like to thank..
- Roy [For being a beaver,haha..,you should be glad that i placed you top of list.=/]
- Matthew [Cool Bro,chill guy..]
- Mark [Accessory Boy.Err,Actually i wanted to say more to Happy Birthday.Haha]
- Haziq [Cheerleader boy.. -.-]
- Ruslan [Crazy Bro,Gerek fella..Kaistor,Kaistor!(Eh!Eh!)]
- Sab [Sab giler!!! Hahaha]
- Claudine [Forget the jerk la..Stay happy!Dont get horny..Haha!,joking!]
- Emilla [Aww sister,dont be sad la..Got problem can talk to me aite!Stay happy as well.]
- Bee Siang/Xiang. [Sorry if i spelt your name wrongly.Stop being emo la..Siao char bo.LOL!]
- And to those anyone out there who I've missed out for all the good times. (x

Thanks to..
- Hafiz
- Khairul
- Seth
For the auditions.

Alright,thats all.
\m/

Posted By Zul at 11:45 PM