Neonixehertz.

21.1.07

Hey.To all muslims,selamat menyambut maal hijrah.(Happy new year la.)
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Its 12.07 am and I'm kinda bored so I thought of writing some shit here.
Just some thoughts in my mind that I want to share..

1. Err,Hafiz,I don't know why you're not talking to me as much as you used to.I can accept friends drifting away because of the fact in life that people come and go but its like we used to be close and I myself somehow can't understand seeing you avoiding me or imran.I may be over reacting la and from your point of view,it may be not true at all,but that's how we or rather I see it.Heard that you need some time off from the band.I can understand that but at least next time say and not just disappear?So that rest of us in the band can know that we're not going to be together for some time when one of us needs some time off.Not blaming you or something,just don't want any misunderstanding among ourselves.Cleared mine with Imran.I myself can't be jamming and thinking about the band 24/7.Although I may have a boring life,I think about a lot of stuff and I guess that's the reason why I tend to come back to thinking about the band rather quickly because although I may look like I don't have anything going on,I'm actually busy.If you have anything bad happening in your life or something,I'll just hope and pray for you that it'll be resolved,sooner or later.Honestly,I would not have said all these but because the 3 of us used to make a promise that we would be open,frank and honest to each other so that if there's anything that any one of us is not easy with,it could be resolved in the best possible way.(Ok,i sound like a faggot.I just care for other ppl la ok.)

2. Imran,I still want to thank you for your time last wednesday cos' it turned out to be a very enjoyable sesh with the '07 sec 5 n.a guys.Haha,I didn't want to go actually but since you flipped a coin and it was a head which means go,so I just went with the flow.I appreciate it very much that you are trying your very best to make things better like having the thought to spare some time for jamming and make up for the rainy tuesday incident.I can see that and I would like to say thanks alot.About 10 feb,I know you want to go for it.Actually,I don't know if I want to but I don't mind being there for the band.But after thinking about it,I have to be making more decisive decisions and can't just be saying "anything" when people ask me if I want to go for it.So,now honestly,I want to go for it! =D (its okay if we cant make it in the end and sorry for disappointing you.fuck it...)

3. Ever since that sesh with the sec 5 n.a guys,I realised that music brings people together no matter what differences they have.Generally,people would think that its just a normal statement but not if you really experience it.Now that I've seen it with my own eyes and due to my presence of being there making music in the first place,I really feel great and happy to be alive.Its hard to put it in words because its a hellova feeling to experience.You'll just feel great!Can't deny that they were good.(Everyone is good in their own way,in context of music that is).Not to mention that they are humble people(except for andre,he seems to be cold but i dun wanna be shit-talking him).If Imran says that Asyraf reminded him of himself,I would have the say their drummer,Azhar,reminded me of myself too.When Imran and me reached the basement,we just went around saying hi to them and Nadiah and got crazy on the mic and keyboard.Then I heard Azhar was trying to play Creeping Death.He was there with Asyraf trying to figure out how to pull off this particular part of the song.So I went over to ask him if he was trying to play Creeping Death and he said yea.So I offered some help and kinda taught him how to play that part.Just told him to get the bass and snare to coordinate first,he can try it with hi-hat later on.In the end,he never really achieved what he wanted but it sure sounded better.In my mind,I'm just seeing him taking small achievable steps and when all these are put together,it finally adds up to the whole song.Not boasting here,but as a musician,I'm just happy I've helped someone by sharing my knowledge so that music goes on.Just like me in my early days of drumming,I was never good at it(now okok la but i still have a longgggg way).But thanks to my 3 principles of P which are Patience,Practise and Perseverance,I have to admit I had made it to somewhere(at least not nowhere right,hahaha).One of my biggest challenges were playing the double bass for Fade To Black.When I just started,all I could think of was just enduring and constantly playing with 2 legs for one minute with my arms doing some rolls for the last 10 seconds and HOW THE HELL DO I DO IT MAN?! I used to get tired flat half-way but the more I played,I was able to hold on longer and in the end during one sesh,I just so happen to play it full and walla(Goddamn..the feeling's good).

4. "Wah.Macam Lars Ulrich ah." That's what Azhar said after Asyraf and me played Creeping Death.Haha,funny man.Funny as in...ok la,lars IS one of my fav.Honestly,he influence me a lot but i dun wanna be crazy over someone and like no life you know...lars ulrich-all-the-way!! Thats fucking gay and so enclosed. Lars is my idol but I still like other drummers as well.People like Joey from Slipknot,Portnoy from Dream Theatre,A7X's drummer,Travis from Blink 182 and many more la.Not wad,I hear from people that they say NxHz's drummer is like lars ulrich.Well,I thank you and appreciate it very much for the comment and support.I don't know if my drumming style is like his(i try my very best to be not like him) but if others say I'm still like that,then..thats cool i guess.Thanks guys! (= (i do want to have a drumming style of my own and still finding it.)

That's all I guess.
Taggin' along Nadiah's band to go jamming this friday.She said the drums are double bass.If it is,then cool.Just going to have a look at it and try out.YOU KNOW HOW BAD I WANT TO TRY THAT KIND OF STUFF.Other than that,I wanna watch others jam.
Alright then,See ya.Wait,one more thing.

5. Love makes people go crazy. (Haha,I don't know why I said that.Hearing too much stories from friends about their love life.)

Posted By Zul at 12:04 AM